Wednesday, August 19, 2015

The Worst Man

I recently discovered what it was that made a guy disgusting and a total turn-off to women. So when talking to a guy over text I was thinking how well the conversation was going. That is until he asked me if he was ugly. Of course I said no because he was average and I didn't want to be rude. A few texts later and he sent a picture of himself shirtless. I stopped responding. 

What if a girl did that after such a short time knowing him? Talking to a guy she found attractive but had never met in person and shaming her body the whole time before sending him a picture of herself shirtless. This woman would be dubbed a hoe and rightly so. Body shaming is ugly and pathetic on both men and women. No one wants to hear a person they think is attractive constantly disagree with you like your taste in them is wrong. It sends a bad message. On receiving a desperate no-shirt bathroom picture I promise the person on the receiving end either is finished with the conversation or just as desperate as the one who sent it.

I would like to know why guys do this and it isn't just one guy its most of them. BTW none of them were under 20 when talking to me a 17 year old starting college. This is more than inappropriate. If I was 30 it would be a turn-off lead alone when I am far younger than him. What has society done to our men? Where did they learn this idiotic behavior? All men should watch disney movies before attempting to date anyone. Women do not want your sad shirtless pictures. Not because of vanity but because they deserve a guy who will go out of his way to be a man with integrity. The kind of guy who doesn't let her walk all over him just because he doesn't feel pretty. Putting yourself before someone else is the best thing you can do for a relationship. Give her a rose not a reason to leave. You could be a perfectly nice guy and she won't like you because you don't give her a reason to respect you. As a basic rule don't send her naked skin filled anything or body shame her or yourself. Talk about things you see in your life; your interests and political standings are interesting. Don't expect stupid and she will respect you for respecting her.

Gaston-CAUTION SPOILERS

There is a theory which is not an original by me that Gaston was really the good guy in Beauty and the Beast. The theory goes that in the story it makes more sense that the beast is a beast and Gaston is a prince like hero. To understand lets discuss Gaston.

Gaston is loved by everyone in the town except for Belle. He is a high ranking authority to the point that rallying the whole town against the beast is an easy feat. From his decorations it can be inferred that he protects the town from all sorts of beasts on the regular. His goal in life is to woo and marry the prettiest girl in town. He genuinely tries and sets up a whole band and a wealthy man's (during that day and age) wedding for them. When he hears Belle's father going on about a beast he really does think he is crazy and didn't realize the truth until Belle showed him the mirror. Thinking he was crazy he may have even thought relieving the stress on Belle to take care of her crazy father singlehandedly would be kind and she would want to marry him. When he heard of the monstrous beast who had kidnapped Belle and possibly even cast a spell on her he immediately went to kill the beast just like the prince is supposed to. He was just trying to rescue her. In the end when the beast goes up to see Belle, Gaston knifes him in the back possibly thinking he was saving her life. When Gaston falls to his death the movie depicts sculls in his eyes marking the end of the traditional disney prince. The movie still needed a prince for Belle so the beast stood in as the new type for princes.

You be the judge but really Belle was crazy for despising Gaston the richest, strongest, most caring, and most loved man in the area. I know this one was a little short but as a final note I would just like to point out how ridiculous it was when Belle started crying in her room. It is nicer than mine and her previous home. Like you live in a castle stop complaining.

Tuesday, August 18, 2015

The Little Mermaid- SPOILER ALERT!!!

So there is this disney theory that ariel and her sisters have different mothers. If you haven't seen the third movie in the sequence there are several spoilers later on so either watch it and come back or disregard this warning. The theory goes that the daughters of king triton look nothing like triton or his queen athena. This is because mermaids breed like fish so triton is their father while they all have different biological mothers. Ariel is the daughter of queen athena who was in fact the actual queen as she was more than just a breeder of heirs she was tritons best friend.

That makes sense and I'll let you look up fish breeding yourself. HOWEVER... I have come up with a theory of my own and it is scandalous. So I believe that Arista is Ursula's Daughter. Arista is the 3rd oldest and resembles Ursula in her mermaid form found in one of the comics under the name of Arsulu and keeps the same eye colour as an octopus. In the comic she looked almost exactly like Arista. Obviously Ursula was at some point banished by triton who is her brother in the comics but the reason is not clear. (Morgana from the little mermaid two is also known to be Ursala's sister as stated int he movie but I'll get to that later).
So my theory is that "Marina Del Ray" from the third movie Ariels Beginning is really Ursula. Aside from the fact that she has pet electric eels Marina had serious roots in Atlantica and wears the same hairstyle as well as full eyeshadow and has an affinity to purple and was given primary care over Tritons daughters and is shown to be really into costumes AND appears only slightly younger than Triton himself so around the same age. After Marina tries to kill Ariel AKA Tritons favourite she was banished and turned into an octopus creature only escaping with two eels that were damaged by triton in the process leaving them with only an eye each that lights up rather than full electricity. Ariel knows these eels incredibly well by the second movie when they are seen as eels turned stingray working for Ursula's sister Morgana. But back to business Arista did nothing wrong and is seen as a daughter of Triton during the little mermaid 3 with Marina/Ursala as a mother like figure after the queen dies as she is Arista's mother so she was left as the 3rd oldest and third in charge despite her heritage she is still favored by Triton.

Morgana is the mother of Adrina the second oldest and resembles her and her style heavily while keeping her eye colour. It makes a good deal of sense to say that Adrina stays in her position as Morgana obviously did something to be banished but it wasn't as bad as what ursula did. she would have had to be banished before the little mermaid 3.

The eldest daughter Aquata in my opinion looks a lot like her father at the beginning of the third movie and while Ariel inherited the red hair gene she very well could be the queens first daughter which makes sense when looking at how harshly Triton treats Ariel when she acts up as her sister behaves really well.

In conclusion according to this theory Triton has 5 daughters along with 2 adopted daughters due to the banishment of their mothers. It explains why the sea witches constantly want to reclaim the throne along with their choice in pets. All in all it isn't important but it gives a new layer of depth to the movie as Ursula acts as a sort of estranged mother/ aunt to Ariel and her biological siblings.


Friday, August 7, 2015

objectification

Now I am by no means an idiot. That being said today I am going to tell you a story about interesting things. So I have been sick for a while and knowing I probably could use some exercise I decided to go for a walk and walk until I was beat. But... In case you haven't noticed, Texas weather is freaking boiling except it has been boiled for so long it is literally past steam. So I went at night. Thats fairly dangerous and in this society and with my general fear of thugs, darkness, and ruffians I took my brother who has a second degree black belt and is six two. Real big guy and just in case we brought a fully charged phone with location monitors and told my mom where we were going. I am pretty much legal to be out at night and my brother (age 14) looks old so out we went at one in the morning and we were out for around an hour just talking when we got a call from my dad. He was pissed... and terrified... and generally irrational.

Now he had no reason to be as not only do we know people in the entire area we walked through but we also were fully protected. "its not how it used to be" "do you think you can't get raped" "do you think you are invincible" just a few phrases said to my brother and I when we got home.

"its not how it used to be". Well yeah it sort of is. There have been rapists since time began and aside from that most of them no matter what time period would not attack a group of people especially a woman accompanied by a larger guy. Not saying precautions shouldn't be taken but in a wealthy neighborhood in America that really is not an issue after all whenever you hear about a rape it occurred in some mall parking lot after hours where there wasn't anyone for at least a mile to hear the rapee scream.

"do you think you are invincible". Well yeah he would thats what you have been telling him literally his whole life. Young boys are pressured into fighting and violence since birth so if you can tell him to beat up anyone who treats him poorly despite their size and training then don't expect him to think he can't beat up a random guy on the street or in a bar.

"do you think you can't get raped". No obviously. Not at all really when society drills it into my head 24/7. Don't wear that you might send the wrong signal and get raped. Don't say that you could be seen as a sexual object just because you have sexual feelings that only men are supposed to feel and they might rape you. UMM no I don't think so. If a guy can laugh about jacking off every morning in a public setting I don't see why a woman cannot speak of her feminine opinions of sex in the same setting. I also don't see why my brother and his friends can walk around the house shirtless when I can't. My own brother has been taught so poorly as to ridicule me for not shaving when he doesn't and it is a painful itchy long process that he wouldn't do himself if he was a woman. Last thing for this quote umm men can get raped to not just women so saying it to me is not only objectifying your daughter but it is giving her the idea that women are inferior to men by not saying the same thing to you son.

I know it is literally everywhere but we can do something about objectification starting in our homes. Women do not have to have long hair to be beautiful just like men do not have to have short hair to be handsome. Women do NOT have to shave their legs or pits for men because men do not have to shave for women. Women to NOT have to wear bras to cover up the fact that they like generally all women AND men have nipples. I am not a hobo for not wearing a bra in my home or in public for that matter and it does not give anyone permission to assume I want to be confronted because of it. Men don't wear cups constantly in fear that if he doesn't women will discover that he like most men have a penis. He wears it for protection when he exercises just like a woman might wear a bra when she exercises. If a man wants to wear makeup to enhance his appearance he can and if a woman doesn't want to she doesn't have to. OK thats it I'm out ttyl.

Saturday, August 1, 2015

emp

I have reason to believe from what i have read and studied that an emp attach from Russia will soon be upon us. I am only human and I may have interpreted scripture incorrectly however I have learned to trust my initial instincts. Let me explain. A few years ago I was attempting to with my own knowledge interpret the end time prophecies in the Bible. My father had by then studied the living daylights out of the Bible so after I found a conclusion I brought my concerns to him. I had concluded that America was the new Babylon. This may seem far fetched but I will explain later why. When I asked my dad he explained his own beliefs on the topic which I now disagree with. For a long time I had put these thoughts aside thinking them inferior however I recently discovered I am not the first to interpret these things in this way and in this great detail. Therefore I am revisiting them.

The Bible states that in the end there will be a nation that rises as the mystery Babylon I believe this nation is America. note there are 54 points listed so scroll down for the conclusion...

1. Babylon would be noted for its architecture, buildings and skyline (Isaiah 13:22)

2. Is the lone super power of the world (Isaiah 47:5,8)

3. Is the most respected and envied around the world and yet at the same time is hated by the world. (Isaiah 18:2)

4. Has a unique and remarkable beginning, different from other nations and has been awe-inspiring from it's conception. (Isaiah 18:2).

5. Babylon would the QUEEN AMONG THE NATIONS (Isa 47:5,7)

6. Babylon would be an END TIME GREAT NATION (Rev 17,18; Isa 13:6)

7. Babylon is called a lady, and has the symbol of the Lady (Isa  47:7-9). "LIBERTY" on our money, and sits in the New York Harbor. Who was designed officially after the Babylonian goddess Ishtar of fertility love and sex. Being the first thing people see coming to the country as immigrants this symbol is known as the whore of babylon

8. Babylon is nation "peeled", or timbered, a land of open fields (Isa 18:2).

9. Babylon is land quartered by mighty rivers (Isa 18:2).

10. Babylon is a land that is measured out, and populated  throughout (Isa 18:2).

11. Babylon destroys her own land, with pollution and waste (Isa 14:20, 18:2, 7).

12. Babylon is the leading INDUSTRIAL NATION OF THE WORLD

13. Babylon has a huge aviation program (Isa 14:13-14;

14. Babylon is a REPUBLIC or a DEMOCRACY, it is ruled by many counsels (Isa 47:13).

15. Babylon's governmental system breaks down (Isa 47:13).

16. Babylon is bogged down with deliberations and cannot govern properly (Isa 47:13).

17. Babylon's leaders use astrology, seers and mystics for guidance (Isa 47:13; Rev 18:2).

18. Babylon labored in the occult from her very inception (Isa 47:12).

19. Babylon is a nation of religious confusion (Isa 47:12-13).

20. THE KING OF BABYLON is called LUCIFER, the ANTICHRIST (Isa 14:4-6).

21. The King of Babylon will rule from THE GREAT CITY BABYLON (Isa 14:4-6; Rev 17: 18).

22. A world government entity will rise up to rule the world from BABYLON THE CITY

23. This entity will rise up and use the military power of Babylon the nation to RULE THE WORLD (Isa 14:4-6;

24.Babylon is a nation of higher education and learning (Isa47:10, implied throughout).

25. Babylon is a VIRGIN NATION, her lands untouched by major war (Isa 47:1).9. Babylon's enemy will lie on the opposite side of the world,over the poles (Isa 13:5)

26. The enemy of Babylon will be noted for her cruelty (Isa 13,14, Jer 50, 51, Rev 17, 18).

27. The people of Babylon would think they are God's elect and eternal (Isa 47:7-8,

28. The nation Babylon dwells carelessly before the Lord (Isa 47:8).

29. Babylon becomes proud, haughty, and does not consider her end (Isa 47:7-8).

30
. Babylon deals in the occult, in sorceries and drugs (Isa 47:9, 12; Rev 18:23)
31. The people of Babylon are deep into astrology and spiritism (Isa 47:12; Rev 18:2).

32. Babylon's enemy will lie on the opposite side of the world,over the poles (Isa 13:5)

     Jeremiah prophesied:

1. Babylon would be the center of a one world Luciferian religious movement (Jer 51:44)

2. Babylon would be the youngest and greatest of the end time nations (Jer 50:12). USA

3. Babylon would be the most powerful nation in the world (Isa 47, Jer 50, 51, Rev 18). USA

4. Babylon would be the HAMMER OF THE WHOLE EARTH (Jer 50:23; Rev 18:23). USA

5. Babylon would be the praise of the WHOLE EARTH (Jer 51:41). USA

6. Babylon is a land rich in mineral wealth (Jer 51:13).

7. Babylon is a the leading agricultural nation of the world (Jer 50, 51; Rev 18).

8. Babylon is the leading exporting nation in the world (Jer 51:13; Rev 18).

9. Babylon is the leading importing nation of the entire world.(Jer 50, 51; Rev 18).

10. Babylon is a nation filled with warehouses and granaries (Jer 50:26).

11. Babylon is the leading INDUSTRIAL NATION OF THE WORLD (Isa 13, 47, Jer 50, 51; Rev 18).

12. Babylon is noted for her horses (Jer 50:37). Think Kentucky

13. Babylon is noted for her cattle, sheep and other livestock (Jer 50:26, 27; Rev 18:13).

14. Babylon is noted for her fine flour and mill operations (Rev 18:13)

15. Babylon is a nation of farmers and harvests huge crops (Jer 50:16, 26, 27).28. Babylon has a huge aviation program (Isa 14:13-14; Jer 51:53; Hab 1:6-10).

16. Babylon's skies are filled with the whisper of aircraft wings (Isa 18:1; Jer 51:53).

17. Babylon has a huge space industry, has "mounted up to the heavens" (Jer 51:53).

18. Babylon fortifies her skies with a huge military aviation program (Jer 51:53).

19. Babylon is portrayed as a leading in high tech weapons and abilities (Jer 51:53; Hab 1:6-10; implied throughout).

20. Babylon is a coastal nation and sits upon MANY WATERS (Jer 51:13).

21. Babylon is nation filled with a "mingled" people (Jer 50:37).

22. Babylon is a SINGULAR NATION founded upon OUT OF MANY, ONE (Isa 13, 47, Jer 50, 51, Hab 1).

23. Babylon was born as a CHRISTIAN NATION (Jer 50:12).

24. Babylon turns upon its heritage and destroys it all in the end (Jer 50:11).

25. Babylon's Christian leaders lead their flock astray in prophecy and salvation (Jer 50:6; implied Rev 18:2).

26. Babylon's Christian leaders are "strangers" in the Lord Houses of Worship (Jer 51:51).

27. Babylon sets of detention centers for Jews and Christians and rounds them up for extermination (Jer 50:7, 33; 51:35, 49; Rev 17:6; 18:24).

28. Babylon has a mother nation that remains in existence from her birth to death (Jer 50: 12). (ENGLAND)

29. The mother of Babylon has the symbol of the LION (Dan7:4; Eze 38:13; Jer 51:38; Psalms 17:12).

30. The mother of Babylon will rule over her daughter her entire life (Dan 7:4; Jer 50:12). Follow the money, we are under total control of England's Banks, and have been since 1914

31. The mother of Babylon will be a state of major decline as the end nears (Jer 50:12).

32. Babylon is considered to be a lion's whelp (Eze 38:13; Jer 51:38).58.

33. Babylon will have the symbol of the EAGLE and builds her nest in the stars (Dan 7:4 EAGLE WINGS; Isa 14:13-14; Jer 51:53). Who else has a space program as we do?

34. Babylon is a huge producer and exporter of automobiles (Jer 50:37; Rev 18:13).

35. Babylon is a nation of CRAFTSMEN, experts in their trade (Jer 50, 51, Rev 18:22).

36. Babylon is a nation with a GREAT VOICE in world affairs (Jer 51:55)

37 .Babylon will be instrumental in the setting up of Israel in the Middle East, and is the home of God's people (Jer 50:47;51:45).

38. Babylon will have a major enemy to her north (Jer 50:3, 9, 41).

39. The enemy of Babylon will also have a huge aviation military machine (Jer 50:9, 14, Rev 18:8, 18 implied throughout).

40. Babylon will have all of her borders cut off, and there will be no way of escape (Jer 50:28; 51:32).

41. Babylon is land vast land with huge cities, towns and villages throughout (Implied throughout).

42. Babylon will have been a huge missionary nation for Jesus Christ (Jer 50:11; 51:7).

43. Babylon would be a home to multitudes of Jews who leave (Jer 50:4-6, 8; 51:6, 45)

44. The people of Babylon would not know their true identity(Jer 50:6, implied throughout).

45. The people of Babylon would grow mad upon their idols (Jer 50:2, 38; Hab 2:18).

46. How is the hammer of the whole earth cut asunder and broken! how is Babylon become a desolation among the nations! -Jeremiah 50:23

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. O thou that dwellest upon many waters, abundant in treasures, thine end is come, and the measure of thy covetousness. The LORD of hosts hath sworn by himself, saying, Surely I will fill thee with men, as with caterpillars; and they shall lift up a shout against thee. -Jeremiah 51:12-14
 

48. Plays a leadership role in Outer Space Exploration (Jer. 51:3)
49. Is where the world's leaders meet and assemble (Jer. 51:44)
50. Incorporated many aspects of the old Babylonian religion (Jer. 50:2).

      The Apostle John said in the Book of Revelation:
1. Babylon deals in the occult, in sorceries and drugs (Isa 47:9, 12; Rev 18:23)

2. The people of Babylon would go into deep sins of all kinds (Rev 18:5).

3. The people of Babylon would think they are God's elect and eternal (Isa 47:7-8, Rev 18:7).

4. The people of Babylon would enjoy the highest standard of living in the world (Rev 18:7).

5. Babylon will be destroyed by nuclear fire (Implied throughout)

6. Babylon is land vast land with huge cities, towns and villages throughout (Implied throughout).

7. The enemy of Babylon will be noted for her cruelty (Isa 13,14, Jer 50, 51, Rev 17, 18).

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. The enemy of Babylon will also have a huge aviation military machine (Jer 50:9, 14, Rev 18:8, 18 implied throughout).

9. Babylon has a vast military machine (Jer 50:36; 51:30; Hab 1 & 2, Rev 13:4).

10. This entity will rise up and use the military power of Babylon the nation to RULE THE WORLD (Isa 14:4-6; Hab 1 & 2, Rev 13, 17).

11. Babylon is a huge producer and exporter of automobiles (Jer 50:37; Rev 18:13).

12. Babylon is a nation of CRAFTSMEN, experts in their trade (Jer 50, 51, Rev 18:22).

13. Babylon is noted for her jewelry of gold and silver (Rev 18:22).

14. Babylon is a huge importer and exporter of spices (Rev 18:13).

15. Babylon is a huge exporter of fine marble products (Rev 18:22).

16. Babylon is noted for her iron and steel production (Rev 18:12).

17. Babylon has huge corporations that have bases around the world (Rev 18:23, implied throughout)

18. A world government entity will rise up to rule the world from BABYLON THE CITY (Isa 14; Hab 2, Rev 13, 17, 18).

19. Babylon turns totally antichrist and is the leading antichrist power at the end (Rev 18:2; Isa 14:4-6).

20. The King of Babylon will rule from THE GREAT CITY BABYLON (Isa 14:4-6; Rev 17: 18).

21. Babylon turns upon its own people and imprisons and slays them by millions (Jer 50:7,33; 51:35; 39; Dan 7:25; Rev 13:7;17:6; 18:24).

22. Babylon sets of detention centers for Jews and Christians and rounds them up for extermination (Jer 50:7, 33; 51:35, 49; Rev 17:6; 18:24).

23. The people of Babylon are deep into astrology and spiritism (Isa 47:12; Rev 18:2).

24. Babylon becomes the home of all antichrist religions in the world (Rev 18:2).

25. Babylon's Christian leaders lead their flock astray in prophecy and salvation (Jer 50:6; implied Rev 18:2).

26. Babylon falls to the occult just before her end by nuclear fire (Rev 18:2)

27. Babylon's leaders use astrology, seers and mystics for guidance (Isa 47:13; Rev 18:2).

28. Babylon trades with all who have ships in the sea year round(Rev 18:17-18).

29. Babylon is a nation filled with warm water seaports (Rev 18:17-19).

30. Babylon is a huge exporter of MUSIC (Rev 18:22).

31. Babylon's musicians are known around the world (Rev 18:22)

32. Babylon is noted for her cattle, sheep and other livestock (Jer 50:26, 27; Rev 18:13).

33. Babylon is noted for her fine flour and mill operations (Rev 18:13)

34. Babylon is the leading INDUSTRIAL NATION OF THE WORLD (Isa 13, 47, Jer 50, 51; Rev 18).

35. Babylon is a the leading agricultural nation of the world (Jer 50, 51; Rev 18).

36. Babylon is the leading exporting nation in the world (Jer 51:13; Rev 18).

37. Babylon is the leading importing nation of the entire world.(Jer 50, 51; Rev 18).

38. Babylon is center of world trade (Jer 51:44; Rev 17:18; 18:19).USA

39. Babylon would grow to be the richest nation in the world (Rev 18:3, 7, 19, 23). USA

40. All nations that traded with Babylon would grow rich (Rev 18:3). USA

41. The merchants of Babylon were the GREAT MEN OF THE EARTH (Rev 18:23). USA, all one need to do is look at the huge multi-national corporations that exist. American companies (merchants) the greatest on Earth.

42. Babylon would the QUEEN AMONG THE NATIONS (Isa 47:5,7; Rev 18:7). USA

43. Babylon would be the most powerful nation in the world (Isa 47, Jer 50, 51, Rev 18). USA

44. Babylon would be the HAMMER OF THE WHOLE EARTH (Jer 50:23; Rev 18:23). USA

45. Babylon would be the center for the move to a global economic order (Rev 13:16).

46. The Great City Babylon would be the economic nerve center of the world (Rev 18:3). New York is the Financial Capital of the World.

47. Babylon would be an END TIME GREAT NATION (Rev 17,18; Isa 13:6).

48. Babylon would have a huge seaport city within its borders (Rev 18:17). New York harbor is the biggest in theWorld.

49. The Great City Babylon is the home of a world government attempt (Rev 17:18). This can only be NEW YORK, where the United Nations sits.

50.
 Is considered intoxicating for it's high society lifestyle (Rev. 17:2, 18:3,23)


51. Is noted for its elegant and extravagant lifestyle (Rev. 18:14).

52. Is noted for being a city/nation of immigrants from all over the world (Rev. 18:15).

53. Is noted for a massive population (Rev. 18:15).

54. Is noted for its importation of drugs (Rev. 18:23). 

55.Is the leading center of Commerce (Rev. 17:2)

56. Is the leading center of imports and consumption (Rev. 18:11)

57.Is a leading center of manufacturing (Rev. 18:22)


58. Is the center for world trade in gold, silver, copper, oil, precious gems, cloth, clothing, fashions, lumber, containers, household items, furniture, wine, livestock, transportation, health products, cosmetics, spices, marble, irony, and  iron. (Rev. 18:11-13)



The Bible says a nation from the north and through heaven will destroy Babylon keep in mind those writing must have had difficulty explaining things they had never seen. on a globe if you go directly north of america through the north pole the first country you reach is Russia AKA Americas mortal enemy. That is incredibly detailed for those of the time. This nation leader is to be born in the north as well while the final leader of Babylon is to be born south of Jerusalem and we all know Obama was born in Kenya and he faked his records of Hawaii which geographically is also south of Jerusalem. according to the scriptures the nation from the north attacks babylon with a single weapon and destroys the entire country which plummets into starvation famine darkness fire and disease. If this is true before Obama's reign is over we will be attacked by an emp. I at first thought it would be an atomic bomb but there would be no one left to starve or spread disease. an emp perfectly describes these traits. Just imagine the fires that would break out and the people that would starve and the disease that would spread without electricity. no more pharmacy no more firemen with more fires to cook food and worst of all no waste disposal which would result in mass infection of various diseases. We need to prepare now. If you read this text me immediately as in the area of Houston we need to start a support group for this event with our varied talents. I cannot do this alone please help if you can only believe me.