These last few days I have been so at peace. I got over a guy i knew was wrong for me and people keep saying it couldn't have just happened overnight but it did. I care deeply for this person even still but when you take a step back and see that none of this high school stuff matters and years from now he will just be a fond memory that I call every once in a while just to talk to makes everything now seem so small.
The problems of today are different than that of tomorrow or next year. It has no meaning other than what you take from it. Peace spreads. I never realised that my mindset really affected others but they have been so happy and un-offended just because my mood lightened theirs. Even the most stressed and negative people I know have been smiling and handling other people with more care simply because of shared laughs.
When i was younger I always imagined I would be a beautiful, loving, and loved teenager who knew everything and sought out knowledge and God daily. Though the setting of my expectations changed and I went through all sorts of depression; I believe I achieved this. Though i have never dated or partied or whatever, I am loved by those I didn't ever expect. Today I couldn't ask for better friends or circumstances and though things will continue to change I am confidant in those I confide in knowing they will always be there. What better peace exists?
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